So for the past two days, my boyfriend or should I say "brother", that's what he told that bitch K-Lee, have been going for walks in the downtown French Quarter area of town. I'll say he was gone for about an hour and a half both days. So when he gets back in, he tells me that my friend Derrick followed him around...LOL. So this morning he came in and told me he did it again but this time he was with his "brother". So I'm like mmmmm you are known for calling the police, shit I mean you put me in jail. And your fucking brother is supposed to be this big bad ass bitch that wants to fight me and don't take no shit from no one...mmmmm, I'm puzzled!
So why didn't you call the police and why didn't your brother say anything?......oh wait I have a theory, because you was not walking with your brother, you was walking with the person that was walking you to the alley to suck on your little dick and Derrick happen to be in the area and you was scared that he was gone get to me before you did so you lied and said you was walking with your brother to cover your ass.....hold on wait, you have semen in your underwear(he don't know that I checked the black boxer briefs he had on yet). And no lie before I looked in his underwear I didn't think the bitch was out there fucking around, I guess I was being too nosy. But of course I'm thinking sinister or studying evil in his eyes, I can assure you I'm not, I just follow the signs and study your filthy lying dog ass! But he will find out soon that I checked his underwear, I turned them inside out and folded them so he can see and know that I've tampered with them briefs after he got out the shower. Anywho I decided to text Derrick to see what he was going to say and like I expected he said it was not true. I believe he only said that because he have a boyfriend himself and he don't want it to get back to him. This make me believe that they are messing around and don't want me t know about it, but I'm like fuck it I have no more fucks to give I have to do me.
My whole thing is why do wrong to a person if you want to be with the person you are betraying. Especially to the person that know about all the low down dirty shit you do and your secrets(I can be his worst nightmare)! I've threatened to leave so many times but this punk bitch always tell me I'm not going nowhere because he love me and want to be with me and I always prove myself stupid by staying with this dog ass slut.
Today was my first time not punching the fuck out that bitch, I must say prayer really works and that's what I plan to keep doing. I really was about to lose my cool, but I started to pray and ask myself why did I get picked for this type of situation? Why did god pick this lifestyle for me? This is not what I signed up for at all!!
P.S.
One day I will leave and never look back although a source told me since I have this battery charge I won't beable to find a job for a while and I should stay to make him take care of me until I get a job. Sounds good but I don't like to use people. Karma and Life is a bitch and I only want them to be my buddy's!!
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